"Are you sure this is what you want?"
Anita had asked her husband that more than once. His request seemed simple enough to him. He wanted her to fool around with black man while he made a video of it. "It will spice things up," he said.
But she had never really needed more than loving words and gentle caresses to get revved up. Apparently he did. And he had been pleading with her more and more.
But she loved him and said she would. Still, she worried. "What if I become addicted?" She didn't want things to change. He laughed and reassured her that their love was strong.
They were prepared. Camera, a hot black guy, and safe words.
What could go wrong?
All characters are over 18. All acts are consensual.
Anita Blackmann married young, fresh out of high school. It was obvious that neither of them was ready for marriage, and it ended within a couple of years.
With stars in her eyes, she went to Hollywood next and acted for a while, mostly in small parts in independent films. She met and married a producer who introduced her into a world of wild parties and underground sex clubs. She came to fear for her health and sanity, and eventually walked away from him and his money.
She leads a very different life now, and has decided to write of the world she she once knew as a way of empowerment.